Where did the time go?

In my last blog I am going to write about my thoughts and feelings about my first semester of college. Being the first person in my family to go straight to a four year was different because I came into the school not knowing what to expect. The first couple weeks was very easy. I was happy because I was doing very well. Unfortunately that took a 180, more work was handed out. Now it feels like I have so much to do in such little time. College is when everything counts. It can make or break my future. We have one month left and I'm slowly starting to get the hang of everything again. Ive been planning all my school work and writing down exam dates and important date. I plan on continuing this for next semester. I've been in a weird emotional mood and I know that there is a reason for the way life is working out right now but I still have some little regrets. If I knew how college was I would've came into school with a different approach. I've learned so many new things about myself these past 4 months. Ive learned how to be more independent. To be honest during high school I would ask my friends for help with homework a lot because I just didn't want to do it. I knew how to do it but I was lazy. I think that was because I was close to my friends and I knew I could rely on them. Now that everyone is going to different schools and I don't have the many close friends here, I have to do all the work alone which is fine.

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  1. UnknownNovember 21, 2017 at 6:24 PM

    I felt the same I feel like there is always a week or two in the semester that are the hardest to get through but you just got to take it a day at a time

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