New friends?

With everything that has been happening in my life lately I realized I need new ways to distract myself and keep me busy. I feel like its hard for me to do this because I am mentally and physically drained everyday. When I come to school, I just want to go home and sleep. The people that I do talk to have been telling me that I should join clubs and a sorority next year. I honestly don't have any interests in any of those. I don't have any passion for anything actually. It sucks because there are kids who are passionate about art, music and other stuff. I don't have anything. What I do want is to make some new friends. Ive made a couple but I want to make closer friends at school. Its hard to make new friends when the feeling doesn't seem mutual. If I feel like that other person has no interests in being my friend or just doesn't want to talk to me then I won't talk or make conversation with them. I know thats probably a bad thing and that I should just make conversation even though it doesn't seem wanted but if I don't try then ill never know. I could be missing on some great people. I find that to be a really bad habit of mine and I need to change it. I don't know if its too late to start making new friends but its usually easier to make it in the beginning of the semester because they are new classes. If I start trying to make new friends right now it would be a little hard because most people already have their own group of friends.

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  1. UnknownNovember 8, 2017 at 8:56 PM

    For me is also hard to talk to you people. I want to make friends from my classes, but sometime I think that they wouldn't want to become friends with me. One of my roommates told me to make friends outside of them, but ever since I was small it has been hard for me to talk to people.

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