Regrets?


In my last blog, I talked about how recently i've been struggling with all my exams and everything that i’ve been doing for college. This last week has probably been the worse week of my life. That includes school and my personal life. Many things have been going down hill. This past week I had a lot of time being in my feelings and just had time to think about all my decisions that I have made. One thing that I thought about was why didn’t I go to a community college. Many of my friends go to Modesto Junior College and more than half of them that I know aren't stressing about their homework. It just seems easy for them. I know there's a lot of reasons why that might be true. They could just be smarter than me or they got some easy teachers. Thinking about that this past week has made somewhat regret not going to a junior college first. As hard as I am trying right now, nothing seems to really work for me. I know this is my first semester in college and i'm not used to it yet but i'm scared. I'm scared because what if my grades are not good enough. I know i shouldn’t regret coming straight to a four-year because of it being difficult but it’s also hard when you think what if I went to a different school would it be easier for me. Would I be stressing this hard? I know things in life aren’t going to be easy. Sometimes things are gonna stress you out the max but I guess I just need to have a positive mindset because eventually things will get better and fall into place.

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  1. UnknownOctober 26, 2017 at 8:42 PM

    I totally get it most of my friends got to a community college too in the bay area which is where I'm from and I also thought about it too even though I had to start all over making new friends but honestly regardless you have to transfer anyways and it just makes the process easier being in a university.

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